This is my life as a Cover Girl, LOL

Sorry, to fill you guys in with one of the long questionnaires that only bored folk find time to do. Maybe I will start anew on Monday with my blogging, since I'm slowly adjusting to the fact that God plans are not our plans.

Have you ever had a: I deserved "judgment" but received "grace" instead, moment??? Whewwww, all I can say is I know God is making me. You ever find your self saying these words: If that was me or I would never? Yeah, I know b/c I’ve said it and still say it, but I’m finding out that you never no how you would react to certain situations until God place you in them. Seriously, I'm tripping and I want to be upset, I want to be mad, I’m sure I could go on and on listing every adjective and adverb there is to describe how I want to feel, but God will not let me all I can hear is "you deserved judgment many times before, but I gave you grace instead" and "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven". This week have been exciting yet challenging, however, God said he will give his children rest, and that he has done b/c I got a clear confirmation when I went to church on Wednesday and the preacher (Apostle Sanders) message was Judge not, man I could have just shouted the church down but, instead God decided to deal with me another way and all I could do was just sit there and reflect on what had just occurred not even 24 hrs ago..... In such, I was ready to Judge and cast someone into the lake of fire! ha but God did a quick work; I'm not saying that all is good and I'm accepting what was done, but yet I have been petitioned to Encourage & pray for this individual. I'm like Lord, NO, I do not want to do this, I want to express my feelings; I want to never speak to this person again, or have anything to do with them, to be perfectly honest I'm almost wishing I'd never meet them, but God will not let me, everyone that knows me know that I am a straight forward to the point type person, and my tolerance level for BS, has been proven to be ZERO; so to shut down and zap someone out of my life is easy like Sunday morning. This situation, I will admit that I’m struggling with it and going back and forth on how I want to handle it, of course I want to save face and go with my plan but my heart and my spirit urges me to be obedient to voice of God. I know it’s going to be hard and it will not be easy but I have to PRESS. Anyway, I told you guys all that to say this remember what you ask God for and also when you ask God to help you or deliver you from certain things, be ye also ready to receive it in whatever form God brings it to you in.

Be Blessed!